I'm 25 years old, which means by this point in my life I should've either dated a myriad of men or be contemplating settling down with a certain someone. But I'm neither.
I'm that growing generation of what I call 'Ether Girls'. We're the ones who may or may not have had a plan for their life, but currently find ourselves in some weird state in our lives where we don't know if we're going make it out the other end.
We're at the stage where we're asking ourselves:
"Who? What? When? How? And Why?"
Who will I end up with?
What am I becoming, and do I like it?
When will my life change for the better or will it ever?
How did I get here and how do I move on?
And Why do I want to make these changes, for me or someone else?
If you came here looking for an answer, you're out of luck.
Because I. Don't. Know.
No person alive does! Oh yes, you can carefully plan out your life, but you have no certainty it's going to end up that way.
You have to really sit down and have this conversation with yourself as if you were two people talking. Maybe even write down the questions and/or answers and post them on your mirror to see daily.
I do know this. Try not to worry over things you have absolutely no say in. This job may not make you happy, but think about the millions of people who are trying earnestly to get one but can't. You don't have many friends? Engage more! Talk with friends of friends or colleagues. Hang out with your relatives more! Nobody said your friends can't be blood related! Mr./Mrs. Right Is directionally challenged and can't find their way to you? Be patient! Don't rush life and end up married to someone who was good "enough". Shoot for the stars and land in his/her arms!
I know that I personally turn to my God for direction and insight and I hope you have a source of inspiration in your life.