Hello loves! I know it's been a while since my last post, and I apologize. I guess I was as many people say now-a-days "in my feelings". And I guess that's what this post is going to be about, admitting that sometimes you don't feel okay. Sometimes it feels like it will never be okay. And that's okay. When I go through my bouts of hopelessness and despair I honestly feel like I've finally hit rock bottom. I start pointing out every thing wrong with myself, things I should've done, things I've done wrong, things I should be but will never be. I want to scream at the walls "What's wrong with me?!", "Why am I such a failure?!" incessantly....
Eventually though I have to take a deep, deep breath. Remember that I'm a good person who's good to others and sometimes things are just outside of my control. I may not have a wealth of riches, but I have a wealth of heart and I may not be happy right now, but I know I will be. It's like I'm running a grueling marathon and every part of my body is crying for me to give up but I know that finish line is just around the corner, don't give up. And I hope I will never give up. Just as you must not give up, keep on even when the odds think they have you beaten and cornered in, never ever let anyone or anything distort your view of yourself.
Remember who you are, remember moments when you were brave, when you were fearless, when you felt you could conquer the world, when you felt the most loved. And hold on to those feelings, because THAT's who you are.
I'm just going to sign off by leaving you this link to thenicestplaceontheinter.net, a wonderful site where can receive a virtual hug and give one yourself as I'm about to do.
XOXO, Danie
Eventually though I have to take a deep, deep breath. Remember that I'm a good person who's good to others and sometimes things are just outside of my control. I may not have a wealth of riches, but I have a wealth of heart and I may not be happy right now, but I know I will be. It's like I'm running a grueling marathon and every part of my body is crying for me to give up but I know that finish line is just around the corner, don't give up. And I hope I will never give up. Just as you must not give up, keep on even when the odds think they have you beaten and cornered in, never ever let anyone or anything distort your view of yourself.
Remember who you are, remember moments when you were brave, when you were fearless, when you felt you could conquer the world, when you felt the most loved. And hold on to those feelings, because THAT's who you are.
I'm just going to sign off by leaving you this link to thenicestplaceontheinter.net, a wonderful site where can receive a virtual hug and give one yourself as I'm about to do.
XOXO, Danie
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